It is hard day.. today, my consumption is not enough to continue my body. I have to eat indiscriminately. I am little sleepy..
I think my books arrived in today. but I can't receive any books. "why I love you" has some interesting story. My friend Byul recommend this book when I am in trouble from myself. I have some emotional disease cause experience of sad love. Sometimes my pasts make me crazy and gloomy. from these reasons, I cannot love someone normally. in the morning, I fade up her again. whenever I think sua.. however I am not sad. I have some plan to surprise her. this plan is that I take a picture everyday morning or evening. when I say my love to her, I will show the gif animation that made by these pictures. maybe it is need to long time to prepare. Also opportunity that show this gif animation to her may not come to me. but... I'm fine. I have not only this plan, but also I have another plan to her surprise. It is called experiment of sound detecting.
now I am listening to song that Yunha sing "today we brought out.." I should prepare some presentation to "burstiness in on-line forum" in 28 Dec. It is not too hard to me. but I don't know why the efficiency is not raised. Do i have too many concern..?
anyway X-mas is coming..!! I should chaise my route that how I will study in my fields..
